superstreak

Klippat från min Engelska blogg på Nouw.:  My kind of love is a special kind of love. This kind of love that I am showing is what my next is gonna be. It´s how far I have come about missing someone, about attraction, about how sensitive and emotional I have become. I do not appreciate people who think they can conquer me or to learn of me directly on my body. I am fine tuned to chakra loving, and being sensitive and deep love. Not friendly kiss love. But sinsere. And honest. And it´s good to get this stated. It´s good to say I am done with the past, done with people I am not really attracted to, people old friends, who I´ve been fooling around with. I am glad I get to show you that this kind of love is something else. And this is my statement. Don´t try to conquer me. Who got me knows it. And I am serious about my next loving. I´m serious, not fooling around because I have learned a love, a serious attraction. I have learned who I miss, and what. And I have learned how deeply that goes. I understand it´s something else than a teenage based on looks relationships. It´s something real. Something that lasts longer than a morning. Something that lasts longer in the heart. Something sincere. I don´t understand why someone would use themselves and used someone else that knows what they want, and how deep that love goes. Why someone would try to touch me, to get sex. When there´s something else, something more valuable. Something that lasts. That´s what everyone should focus on. Not a foe thought. Not a foe instinctal reaction. Not a wrong thought. Not a perhaps, or maybe, or what ever you think. That´s not it. That´s first friends. While love and longing is something that happens first. Something profound. Something that has a

chance and meaning. Something you have a reason to think of, an effect of feeling, and something for the future that is positive. Not something that is made up. Not something that is unclear or something you go into alone. It´s all you know about love. It´s all you know about attraction. It´s all you know about love. About longing. About your feelings. Something that is really there. Not something that is being build against you, but something of a chemistry that is big for both. Not a chance to start with a thought or saying. Something that is deeper than men. I hope everyone keeps their hands to themselves with the love they have for that person. And stops trying to evolve or mutate, and stops being in the way for who sais they don´t want them there. Because real love, we all have it passionate, and we all have who is not in the way for us. So go to your own, and dont try to start it with me.